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I wake up every morning, look directly at my computer to see if I have any messages. Lately, none. No one else is awake, no one is online. I sit by myself in complete emptiness hoping that the person I love would just randomly start talking to me somehow. After another night filled with nightmares, reminding me of mistakes i’ve made and giving me a taste of what seems like my future. She is the only thing in my mind. I instantly fill with regret, not from our time together but our time apart. I try hard to be as perfect to her as she is to me but as are status would usually say, “its complicated”. I spend the last few min. before I go to work trying to tell myself we are making the right choice…..I wish this idea would grow before my eyes and show me it has truth. All in all, as the day passes i try to put a veil on my mind to shade myself from these feelings only to have the veil shattered again with ease. As it is, its time for me to get on with the routine. I don’t blame you for whats happened, I wish you to feel no guilt, only happiness if that is what this brings you. All I can say is that I miss you and will continue to, my love is forever and no one can stop it.
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